Irresponsibility

I am adrift in a sea of my own I don’t want to’s

Unconsciously attached to the mind of my own making

Floating aimlessly

Hoping not to be disturbed

Waiting for any storm of passion to arise

Waiting for any island of someone else’s needs to explore

Hoping for something of interest

Anything to distract me

So I can stay asleep

Fighting an urge to awaken to my own sensibilities

But knowing they won’t be of any use anyway

Yet liking the feeling of exposing the sin

To no one I know in particular

Not caring to be understood, really

Just wanting to hear the expression

To accept my irresponsibility