Petal To The Medal

I stopped by the grave the other day

Just to feel and remember

I wanted to cry

But the tears have been done for years now

I wanted my loss to take me back

To tear me apart

To drive me into the love I had for him

He was my friend

He was my father in arms

I know that it is said

He is in a better place

That makes me angry

I hate people when they tell me that

I want him back

I want to play with him again

I want to see his face

Hear his laugh

Nothing will ever make me feel ok

He is gone

So I leave my flower again